Wednesday, May 11, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
haix...todae had chem paper 2...my 2nd laz paper...didn't think i did well for todae's paper....sad arh...think i realli gg to flung my mid yr exam wif flying colours....haix...after my paper i dun feel lyk heading hm lyk i usualli alwaes can't wait to get hm....ytd my parents quarrel again...haix...then i totalli haf no mood to study my chem paper...so i think mos prob. my teachers gg to chop mi..haha.my mum's gg to the law film todae...gg to settle her divorce wif my dad...finalli...i didn't feel gg hm cos i noe my mum sure ask mi to go wif her...n i dunwan to...nt wasn't becos i dun wan them to divorce is just that i will just think too much...n n n dun misunderstood , i wasn't that bad that i wanted them to divorce...i just felt that they made their own decisions, they decided that path,i respect their decisions....hahaha(dun even noe wad i luffing for) aniwae whu care's!life jus realli sux for mi...hahaha..but somewae or how i will change it...just a matter of tym...i nd tym...hahahah..but in the end i still went hm...cos it's lyk 8 plus in the morning when my papers ended, so there's lyk no where to go...n all my frens wan go hm slp...hahah...so when i reach hm, just as expected my mum ask mi to go wif her but i told her nicely i gt exam so cannot go(wahahhaah...partly true kkk)then she nv force mi go...wahahhaha...she so gd...luv her so much...hahaha...think i abit siao siao le...haix youth cup cuming...Olevel chinese cuming...stress..haaha...hope to scored A1 for chinese so that i dun nd retake...haha...as for the youth cup...weibin bu zai le...gu bu zai le...yun ya oso bu zai le...so left the rest of us...kinda stress...cos CG alwaes get top3 so if this yr nv get...coach sure d.ptd...partly stress oso becos i m a bench palyer since i went to cg...so this yr left wif onli us...i m realli worried...perhaps this yr i might be bench players again???nv know??wadever it's i still play my veri best...recently noe that de "lao" de gt mani probs....just hope that everithing will turn out fine...forgif n forget bah...when old,tis shall be the most meaning full tym of ur left so dun make things so unpleasant...much on bball...nw studies...think after my mid exam i gt to pia my chinese O le....realli dun wan retake...so i can concentrate on the rest of my subj.....Finalli tomolo is my laz paper....so glad..can slightly slack abit then go study for O chinese... ~CoMpLiCateD~
