Tuesday, June 28, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
SuCker
Wad The hell Man..ToOt"s ex Coach Just So F*** Up Can....Hate HiM To E CoRe....Wad's The ProBLem wif Him...wTH!!!ArShOle...MatBe He DuN EvEn HAf...TmD...IRrItaTed Man...
N tOdae's I play Lyk SuX lor..haiX ThiNk SHuLd Nt RealLi STay There Le...Next Yr Last Yr Le...DUnwan Warm bencH le...Waste ONe Yr...But For Nw O levels First!!! ~CoMpLiCateD~
Friday, June 24, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
Hehex
mY fren Forward This To Mi...so DeciDed To PuT It Here Since I gt nuTinG To Do...wahahahx..>>Hey peeps, someone forwaded me this email so i thought that i could
>>>share it with u. I hope u guys would read it and reflect it upon
>>>urselves and ur friendships. It's a really touching email, I must
>>>say. Well, read on. Take care people.
>>>
>
>>>
>>>Last night you and your best friend had a fight.
>>>
>>>You decide not to talk to her the next day.
>>>
>>>She smiles at you.
>>>
>>>You grind your teeth at her.
>>>
>>>She tells her friends nice things about you.
>>>
>>>You spread bad rumors about her.
>>>
>>>She tries to come and talk to you.
>>>
>>>But you push her aside.
>>>
>>>She thinks you are a great friend.
>>>
>>>You think she is a terrible friend.
>>>
>>>She writes nice notes to you,
>>>
>>>telling you about the best times you shared together.
>>>
>>>You write about all the bad times you can remember experiencing
>>>together.
>>>
>>>Deep down you know she's sorry.
>>>
>>>But all you have is hate.
>>>
>>>The next day you find a note. It reads:
>>>
>>>Dear ________,
>>>
>>>I tried to tell you yesterday, but you didn't let me speak.
>>>
>>>I tried to tell you good things, but you were afraid to hear them.
>>>
>>>I tried to smile at you, to take away the hate.
>>>
>>>But now it's time to tell you, even though it's a bit late.
>>>
>>>That I am dying.
>>>
>>>I have a bad condition and it is getting worse.
>>>
>>>I'm sorry to have to tell you that I won't be able to see you
>>>today.
>>>
>>>I wrote this to you today in the hospital.
>>>
>>>My time is up.
>>>
>>>I'm sorry I should have told you sooner.
>>>
>>>I'm really sorry about our argument,
>>>
>>>you are such a great friend.
>>>
>>>I promise I shall watch over you.
>>>
>>>Lots of love,
>>>__________
>>>
>>>You run to the hospital to tell her you are sorry.
>>>
>>>But only her mum is left.
>>>
>>>Her hand clasped over her face.
>>>
>>>And she was crying.
>>>
>>>Down on her knees she prays,
>>>
>>>for her daughter to come back.
>>>
>>>You are too late.
>>>
>>>You wish you told her sorry sooner and got to say goodbye.
>>>
>>>All friends have their ups and downs, and sometimes you need to
>>>say sorry..
>>>
>>>Don't wait for the other person to do it first.
>>>
>>>Because you never know what could happen.
>>>
>>>If you really love your friends and would watch down on them when
>>>you pass away.
>>>
>>>Please send this on and show people that you really have a heart.
>>>
>>>Even if you send this to 1 person only.
>>>
>>>You still have a heart.
>>>
>>>However, if you don't send this to anyone..
>>>
>>>I can tell you that when you need help, no one will be there for
>>>you because they will not remember this letter.
>>>
>>>I'm thankful you are my friend!
>>>
>>>Whatever it is, THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND.
Ytd was Jac"s Birdae...My Senior...w?out her I wuld nt Haf Gt Into Bball...hahahx...best senior ever Had...hahahax...she turn 19 ytd..wahhahax..then after my mtach at SBC...playIng against Pris n michell team(leng Kee)..hahahx...quIte Fun To Play Wif Old Frens Agin..hahahx..hope we can continue to jia yOu for next match thou Sch reopen le...hahahax...then we went to marina squrae to watch ALOT LYK LOVE...nt bad...veri nice lor...but kinda Ra la..wahahhahax...then xp dunnoe y watch half wae suddenlI leg cramp...still shout so Loud..so Throw face...wahahhax ...after that jIu go hm le...cos it's lyk 11 plus..hahahax...bUt I stIll Wan Watch InItial D...dun care i die oso wan Watch...wahahahx ~CoMpLiCateD~
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
hahax...No.12 arh...Nice no..wahahah...ToOt ToOt...so funni...lamer...Wad Else CaN i StIl Sae...wahahahahx..ha ha ha!
signing off ~CoMpLiCateD~
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
~~~~
hmm.bRief Summari Todae..went to SGH..visit my ah ma...haix...so jialat...Old le realli cannoT anihow Eat must BE CAution Wif Own Health...Hope She Recover SoOn She's the Vest Ah Ma I Ever Have Thou NaggY At Tyms...stiLL lOve Her ToO Ya......pRay For Her To RECoVer SoOn..N I Must Take CAre Of My owN hEalTh ToO.: ).. ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
Wahahax~laMe~*
oh...hehex..todae Went To Sbc C Er Zi(jac,amelia..sharon...)dey all play teens game 3on3...it's the 2nd dae we went there...be SUPPORTS...supposed to be participants...But That Er Zi lor...aiyo...dun let us c Form...wahahhax..then mi n XP so Kelian...haf to Sit Dwn There To rott..hahahx..Rott For Hrs Sumre...duhz~HRS..then haha...had lots Of craps In bwt...lame...Amelia wanted To get no> of THe QuEst Player..Xp wan To Take FRm Teh Cute Cute Gal...hahahax...in de End nv Get...Er zi They All Gt Champion For the uNDER 16 GAME...WHAHAHAXname OcToPus..hahax...lame..So Tired..Kk shall eNd HerE.. ~CoMpLiCateD~
Sunday, June 19, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
il0vey0u*
hais...so sianx...woke up tis morning...nuthing to do...hahahax...that xp..hais...ming ming is she tiko...jiu sae i tiko...hahahx...is oso she sae one of that person hao kan first de mah...i onli sae take no.wahahhahah...then her blog rite till i so TIKO lidat...hmm...tink is cos my blog alwaes sae she kelian...so she wan revange...wahhahax..hais...todae gt match...Vs guan yue...think they veri rough...hahahx...so cg jia yoU ooh..iF coach Put Mi dwn i jiu Try My best...If Coach Nv..U gUYS mUST jIA yOu KKX...HAHAHAHX...woke up this morning think i hurt my neck...veri pain when move...hahahx...guess nv slp properli laz nitex...hahahx
[i've learn to kan Kai,learn to let go...wad's nt mine will leave mi one dae...N i 've learned to accept that fact] ~CoMpLiCateD~
Saturday, June 18, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
il0vey0u*
wahahahhax...todae went town...Mi pei Xp Go taka buy A Gift For Her sum1 spEcial...so FuNnI...wahahahax...Mi Luff lyk SiaO..wahahhaX...but xp VerI Xi XiNg..Yupx Yupx...hehex...Still Rem Wad She WrIte In e CaRd..wahahahah!!kk i wun sae it's a secRet..shhhh~...KK Xp Sae Mi Liao...sae I Alwaes Write Her TiLl Veri Kelian..wahahha...So I Must Sae She Veri XinG fu..hahahax..She's Is So XIng FU Lor...wah...so xian Mu Her...wahahahhaha!!!Gt So mani PPL Lyk Her..Hais...wahahahax...Mi Mre Kelian..sobx sobx...N then When We came Out Taka...saw Gu My darling...Chat Wif Her For a while n went Off To Far east to Find wan hui they all...N then..hehehex...two person came Up..whu Mi N xp Tink R gd lking(swt lking bah)whahaha!so Funni..wahahhax..den... story cont. ahem ahem..(shall nt disclosed)wahahahahahx..sahll named tis the $5 story...wahahahx..
den went to watch match...kai Xuan Vs Stackers...wOw De Kai Xuan NO.6,her 3pts damn gd sehx...then no.10 lk lyk violet...n lk lyk Xp too..wahahahx..then tat xp dun dare pass tat ting to no.5...aiyo...then i haf to pass for her...ltr ppl Misunderstandin hw???wahahhax...then saw stackers 12 n 9 play...veri gd...scored alot of pts...hahahhax..kk story shall end here...mi to naggy le.. ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
hmm...tis tym Xp realli veri Kelian liao...aiyooxx..las nite she send mi a msg but i was aslp...oopxx..hehex..tat gal whom she realli lyk alot ask her nt to wait for her animre...aiyo...but frankli speaking, it's veri sad n heartbraekin...i mean if u waited that gal so lng but in the end she sae dun wait for mi animre..then she love her so much...it's hard to wait till her feelings for her to fade...hais..so jialat...oso dunnoe hw to tok to xp...cos think she's realli realli veri sad.. ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
I never want to play the games that people playI never want to hear the things they gotta sayI've found everything I needI never wanted anymore than I can seeI only want you to believe
If it's wrong to tell the truthThen what am I supposed to doWhen all I want to do is speak my mind - If it's wrong to do what's rightI'm prepared to testifyIf loving you with all my heart's a crime - Then I'm guilty
I wanna give you all the things you never hadDon't try to tell me how he treats you isn't badI need you back in my lifeI never wanted just to be the other guy - I never wanted to live a lie
Girl I followed my heartFollowed the truthRight from the start it led me to youPlease don't leave me this wayI'm guilty now all I have to say
"Everyone is as unique and as beautiful as a butterfly. Life is a long process, like a caterpillar waiting inside a cocoon. We are just waiting to break out and show the world who we really are."
“You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.”
~CoMpLiCateD~
Friday, June 17, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
oh...todae i woke up ard 10am...sat infront of the com for a whole 7hrs...wahahax...eyes so tired...but nuthing to do...wahahhax...then went to play bball wif my Frens...hahahax...played bball...then think otah they all nt happi or wad...wahahhax...but i oso dunnoe why...then wanhui oso nt happi...but i still dwn there luffing..hehex...bad huh??aniwae...played for fun la..so then play lor...gt bluebalck frm zhengfang...sobx sobx...wahahhax...then as usual when lights went off we went off toO...
took train hm...cos pei Xp..tehn when i reach hm xp send mi sumthing i was kinda shock at first...wahhahax..cos i tot she send mi that..then i was lyk -_-"...wahahhax..luckly i read on...then was lyk...Oohh hehex it's was a forward msg frm a gal to her...wahahahahhax...that gal said sumthing veri true but xp still loVe that gal alot(realLi Alot)...so She stiLl reFuse To MoVe on...can c Xp QuiTe loSt toO...wahhahax...In de End I jUst TolD her Let Fate Decide Then...wahhahax..But RealLi Hope That Gal CoUld GiF xP A AnSwer So That Xp CouLd ReAlLi MovE On??n I meanT A Face To FaCe Tok would Be The BEst...hahaX.. ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
hais poor Howard...kelian de guy...hahahahx..Ppl do fade. Into e back of e mind. Once in awhile u rem them n that very special tym, u pull that thought out into e open, mull it over, admire it, feel warm n comforted, n then let it go. n it fades...(by Howard)...true..mite be useful...
ytd was Tomato birdae(manling)...wahahha...then they trick her wif candles that will relight..whahahahx...i was tricked too...cos didn't noe that there r such candles...wahhaha...then i was lyk thinking "aye hw cum the flame wun go off"...hahahx toopid...but she was tricked too...wahhahahax...think i realli gt pea Brain...wahahhahahahx..hahah...then poor xp...hahahax she gt jealous becos of sum reason which i shall nt mention here...hahahax...then taht toopid bui bui...bulli mi....take advantage that my leg was numb n bulli mi....wahahahhax...but i pull her shorts...whahahahahahahx...bulli mi sumre la...hahahahx...
2mre daes is my next match...jai you wor...2nd rund cuming soon...jai you too..wahhahahx ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
Message: There was a boy who liked girl and his name was Dave... She liked him too...but one day she was walking to class and she heard someone call her when she turned around Dave was there... "Hey wait up!" he called. She waited for a few seconds and let him catch up then once he did she started walking again. "Yes,you need something?" she said "Yea...a favour."he said. "Sure what is it?"she asked. "Go out with me." he said with a gleam in his eyes. "ok...sure."she said secretly jumping with joy in her mind. He walked her to class and kissed her good bye... then the late bell rang and he sprug down the hall to get to class. He walked her to class every day and kiss her every day and he was with her every chance he got. Then days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months and months turned into a year and he still ran to catch up with her, tat was the day of their one year anniversary and he walked her to class gave her a box and a kiss...then he whispered into her ear..."I love you." then he left. She opened the gift and it was a ring...a gorgeous ring. That night they were out at dinner to celebrate and all he surprised her...AGAIN... "Hey...you know how I said that I loved you?"he asked "yea?" She got really nervous.... "I really do, you know I love you." She didnt say any thing and she knew he wanted her to say it but she didnt want to seem stupid so she stuffed food in her mouth and he didnt say anything but she could tell he was disappointed. They have finish eating and he was driving her home at the red light he turned and looked at her... "Why wont you say you love me? dont you love me like I love you?" he asked, She didnt know what to say she loved him more than She could imagine but She just didnt know how or when to say it... "I...I...lov...." BOOM!!!!!!!!!! a semi had hit the driver side and ramed them right into a lake.The next day She was in the hospital and all she could think about was if Dave was ok...so she got out of her bed and searched for him...but when she found him he was barly alive...seeing the one she loved near death made her drop to her knees and cry... "Dave I love you...I've loved you since the first day we meant I love you soooo much dont you leave me please dont leave me I need you here...I LOVE YOU!!!!" With his very last breath he said... "Hey...I love you too." then he was gone. A week later she was able to go home but she wasnt ready to face school yet and her mom understood. She went up to her room and she found a note inside the ring box.... Hey,I hope you like this ring. It was my grandma's she told me to give it to the one I love and well i love you.No matter what happens to me I will always love you. If I died today I want to die knowing you love me...I wont leave this earth without knowing you love me. Ashley your always in my heart forever until the day i die. Dave... p.s. I love you now...I will love you forever. ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
dead...dead..hais...#nine...nono...i noe wad's the difff...hais..is i tok too much rubbish le la....dui Bu Qi lor...hais...aniwae.my life owaes sux...so nt ur fault ya...
..oh hahahx...we got into 2nd rund...wahahhaha!...so happi...thou i didn't get the chance to play at the 3rd match...but still happi for them...whahahha...cos still cg family ya...hahhax...so hahax..i oso dun noe wad to sae...can sae depress can sae i dunnoe wad...wahhaha...oh man...i m tokking rubbish...but at least i still noe that there r ppl whu care for mi out there...thanx for noeing hw i felt...realli thanx..u guys ask mi nt to gif up...n i will...yupx yupx...'i wun gif up even if it's a dead end infront of mi...i will die die find my wae out ya...realli thanx lots...truli touch when u guys msg mi that nite to console mi...hehehx...kinda shock..hahaha...i wun let u guys dwn??promise ya...hahahha...n tyms realli flies...holidaes ending soon...O levels cuming...wahahha...gt to buck up le...wahahhaha! ~CoMpLiCateD~
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
wad to sae Hmm mY life sux To the bits...i Gonna heck care liao...dun wanna bother anithin animre...Onli makes mi xinKU...
realli Lost n coNfuse ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
n If I realli Get Mean at Tyms..Hope Will ForGif Mi...Nd Tym ToO BraIn wasH mYseLF...hahah..sumTyms Words are Said Out But Nv Meant That wae...Hope WilL ForGif My MeanEss...Tym Is AlL I Nd...
[Sorri is all I can sae thou it doesn't do ani help..or can't solve evrithing...but Realli Sorri To be M3an]
~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
hais...LOve..wad does it realli meant...Poor xp...so kelian...alwaes gets hurt...hais...xp must cheer up kk..saw her blog getting sader n sader each day...i oso sad for her...xp sumtyms it's realli better if u can Jus let go...realli wanted to help her alot..but i nt better off ..hahahs...but xp no matter wad ya do...i'll alwaes support u ya...but pls dun la...dun.. i mean get hurt agin...
LOve Four letters onli...but e Impact is almost unbearable to everione...shuld we or perhaps i ever Trust lOve agin...i once MisUsed Love...n left big guilt in my lIf3...almost everithing that be4 doing i will Think twIce...n most of the Tym causing mi to back oFF again..maybe I m a Coward...whu cannot face realiti...Xp onCe told mi be4 ..."she said then u gg to be single forever meh...."... hahahax..seriousli i realli dunoe...U said U Lyk Mi...is Nt That i dun believe...It's just That i dun trust Myself ...maybe i m jus think ToO mUch...Lif3 still Goes On...stIll Goto carri On Wif My Life YA...#ninerox..14better ~CoMpLiCateD~
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
hais hais hais...tain arh..wad m i doing...realli hope sumbody could just walk to mi n slap the hell out of mi to make mi wake up...hais...realli dunnoe wad i m doing...saeing...hais so F**k up with myself...WTH!!!Life realli sux..hais
" bu ai ni.shi wo zi si de jue ding.wo de xin hai mei da ying.wo ke yi wang le ni.wo ying kai fang qi.sui ran wo hen nu li.wo wu fa sui fu zhi ji.wo bu ai ni " ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
two matches dwn...two mre to go before second round start...during first match i play lyk suX...second Kinda sux too...hahahah...bUt i will still play my veri best...hahahaha...hope i wun play lyk SuX again...hais...N gonna start my revision for O level le...hahaha ~CoMpLiCateD~
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
wow...so swt...wahahhaha...this wk episode of eye for a guy 2...veri swt...hahaha...I howard is so swt n nice...hahaha...i realli dun think height is a matter as lng as they r happi...so XP stop saeing he is short....hahaha...wolfgang is realli a perfect guy...but too perfect to be supicious abut...but perhaps he's realli that perfect guy....hahahha...poor Denise haf to choose...hahahaha...but this episode definateli better than eye for guy 1...that's for sure...wahhahahah ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
AKON
Im steady tryna find a motive, Why do what i do?, Freedom aint gettin no closer, No matter how far i go, My car is stolen, no registration, Cops patrolin, and now they done stop me, And i get locked up,
chorus They won't let me out, they won't let me out, im locked up They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, im locked up They won't let me out, they won't let me out, im locked up They won't let me out no, they won't let me out
Akon Headin up town to ria, Back with a couple peeps, Caught a blocks on fire, Under covers dressed as fiends, Makin so much money, Ride up smooth and fast, Put away the stash, And as i sold the last bag fucked around and got locked up
chorus They won't let me out, they won't let me out, my nigga im locked up They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, i got locked up They won't let me out, they won't let me out, baby girl im locked up They won't let me out no, they won't let me out
Cuz visitation no longer comes by, Seems like they forgot about me, Commissary is getting empty, My cell mates getting food without me, Can't wait to get out and move forward with my life, Got a family that loves me and wants me to do right But instead Im here locked up
chorus They won't let me out, they won't let me out, ohhh im locked up They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, my nigga im locked up They won't let me out, they won't let me out, im locked up They won't let me out no, they won't let me out
Maybe a visit they won't let me outSend me some magazines they won't let me outSend me some money orders they won't let me out, noMaybe a visit baby they won't let me outCuz im locked up, they won't let me out.Wheres my lawyer? they won't let me outIm locked up, they won't let me out, no.Get me outta here they won't let me outIm locked up, they won't let me out, they won't let me out.Baby Im locked up they won't let me out, noWhere's my niggaz? On the lock-down. Damn, im locked up, they won't let me out. Im locked up, they won't let me out. Ohhh... they won't let me out. Can you please accept my phone calls? Cuz Im locked up, locked up, locked up.
~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
Never be replace
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until (until) the end (the end) of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids
It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me think I gotta live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt, in my mind
That I regret ever having you right by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday, that I spent with you
And I will miss it cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
~CoMpLiCateD~
Monday, June 06, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
recentli...Seems to Find GuYS Mre N Mre IrrItaing...ShameLess S.p...BunCh Of IrrItating N bRaInLess ArShOLe...WonDer Where Their BrainS R...MayBe Dun EveN Haf ONe...KaoX..Then...gt ConFliCt...Oso Can"t Stand all These PPl Wun Started It...So BrainLess N NuthINg BeTtEr To Do Oso...
KinDA Find My Life BecuminG Mre SuxKy...Haix...SumBOdy...anIone...anibody...pUll MI oUt PLease...haix...Heck Care la ~CoMpLiCateD~
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
haix 7 Mre Daes To Go...sTreSs Man...veri veri....sianx...hahaha...Went Dwn To Watch YuhUa"s both Matches...They Did their best but still lOses Their First Two Matches...haix...Stress...Nw Onli Hoping For MirEcial To Happen Le Lor...but No Matter Wad I will Still SuppoRt Them...To All YuhUa PLayers...THis Yr Can'T get IN...Learn Frm Mistakes Next Yr FigHt AgAin K...& mre daes...ChonGee Must Jia You Wor....This Yr Still Must Get Top 4 N aboVe...Must ShoW OthErs THat WE Can K....Cos We Realli Can... ~CoMpLiCateD~
Saturday, June 04, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
i wasn't meant to Hurt u...i wasn't Meant To Mislead u...hope u will accept my apologis..realli Sorri ya...truli u r a great fren....Frens Forever Ya..Jia You Too ~CoMpLiCateD~
Thursday, June 02, 2005
"There is no one path of life designed for all.You design, make and take your own path"
hmmm...recently gt to noe a "ma lai ren"....she's veri veri...hmm tan...alwaes bulli mi onli...haix kelian de me....but promise her nt to bulli her....but she realli lk lyk ma lai ren la....n she is v v v v v v cruel...haix...think her coconut abit hay wire oso....hahahha....aniwae youth cup on the 12...vS ling yun.@ aljunied SBC...must pray hard we must win....whahahaha....haha....
signing off
: ) ~CoMpLiCateD~
